Final Output

 This story was my childhood and my present story. I was live without my parents, without the guidance and love of my own father and mother. At the age of 7 I noticed that I had a broken family. My father left us and he chose other woman than his own children, the family they built. At first I was in my father's side. When I was in my father's hands I experienced that he just left me in my room and locked me there like I don't have a freedom, a freedom of being a child and a freedom of a love of my parents. Until my aunts and uncles picked me up to my father's place. When I was came to my mother's ancestors place where in Barangay Pulog, Buug, Zamboanga Sibugay I felt that time, I'm free out and do what children did. I don't have a freedom to play outside in my fathers' place than what I had experienced in Pulog. When I was in Pulog I think that was my happiest childhood experienced that was happened but then I always still finding my parents love like what my playmates have. 

In my elementary graduation only my aunt attended the graduation ceremony. And on my Junior High-school moving up ceremony my gmother promised me that she will be there. But she broke her promised. I never request anything in every events going on and in my birthdays except to see one of them, my mother or my father. In every events in school especially in family day I always experienced that I don't have a family to induce in school. I was really insecure to those who have a parents to support them and guide them in every chapter of their childhood to their teenage life. The only thing that I really want to have is the support and to feel the love of being a daughter of my parents that I don't ever experience in my whole life. And to perceive and see there presence in my special days and events in my life. 

Every now and then, I always think why life is so unfair. At the very young age my parents left me to my aunts/uncles. Why they let our family broke for their own desire and came from this. What if they fight and hold their relationship for us, just for their children. There's a lot of what ifs in my mind and doubts when it comes to family, especially a love from my parents. But, I am still proudly to say that I am blissful even though I don't have a family like what my friends, classmates, or neighbors have because I have an aunt who refill the lapses of my parents and treat me like her own daughter. As of now I am a senior high school student and continuing to reach my dreams in life and to be a good model to my co-teenagers especially for those who have a broken family. And I want to realize everybody that whatever happens we need to be brave for us to live and for our special someones who still there in our side even in our ups and downs.

I want to share this not for seeking an attention but I want to realize everybody that what ever happen even though we don't have a perfect family, a perfect life as long as we do what is right for us and for those surrounded us. Being in a broken family is not a reason to put ourselves down but it is a challenge and inspiration to reach our dreams in life. And put it always in our mind that God is always there to guide us and help us to uprise and decline evils.